It's 10:31 pm and I can't seem to fall asleep.
it's been almost a year since I've updated this blog but I can't seem to find anything else to keep my mind occupied for a while until I get tired.
Shockingly enough, I didn't become a hermit this past year. In fact, I made some of the most solid and reliable friends on this planet. I saw two of my friends become ridiculously happy with each other. I've begun renting a house with the best roommate and I can't wait to move back to Emporia to be with her and all of my friends.
I did, however, realize just how much of a stranger I've become in my own home town. My old friends have quickly disowned me because I refuse to continue spouting off things I don't believe. I might have come off a bit rough to some of them, I'll admit. But refusing to speak to me when my father was having heart surgery and I needed someone close to speak to was a low fucking blow. So please don't complain when I'm "rude" when you want to hang out over Christmas.
(ps. don't call me your friend. you haven't called me a "friend" in years)
My parents are quickly realizing that I'm growing up and getting these weird feelings about people I might actually want to spend the rest of my life with. They really aren't responding well. It's a little disappointing but oh well. $35 buys a marriage certificate in most states.
It's getting harder to stay focused on typing. This isn't a bad thing but just disappointing. A lot has happened this past year and I want to talk more about it but it's hard to talk about things that take you on emotional rollercoasters.
