Not for any particular reason either. Just the mindset of the creator I guess. Which is strange: I have a perfectly pleasant weekend full of theatre and good food and such. And then it's like as soon as I get back on campus, everything goes straight back to that sluggish disgusting feeling again. Not any one or anything in particular. Just that heaviness of school I guess.
I'm really excited that there are only 4 weeks left of real classes. Then comes dead week and then come finals. I feel really good about my finals this semester. I don't think any of them will be extremely difficult. Then it just turns into the job hunt. I think I have found a job working as a lifeguard at the YMCA in Wichita this summer. I hope so anyway. My phone told me that he called on Wednesday but for some reason didn't let me check the voicemail until Saturday. So I gave him a call today and missed his office hours some how. Hopefully they'll still have a position open. If not, then the hunt continues...
I'm a little nervous about the job though. They said they offer classes to get people to be certified but I don't know if I'm in good enough shape to do that anymore. I suppose the way to fix this would be to go swimming every single night. This would be an awesome plan if I actually could go swimming every night. The only problem is finding someone to go with me. I know I must sound really needy or whiny but I just don't want to go by myself. Who would? There would be no one there to push me and it would just be me trying my hardest to stay focused on something. Good paying job or not, I don't think I could keep up with it if it was just on my own.
Cutting down on the junk food should help. It might encourage me to eat more fruits and veggies and maybe go an exercise once in awhile. Haha. But seriously though: I do miss fresh fruits and vegetables. It's really hard to keep them around. Oh well. Maybe I'll be able to have more of them this summer. Tomatoes are always better in the summer.
I've applied to be a mod for gijinka.tumblr in the hopes of actually finding some decent ones, not just pokemon and TMNT. And fucking Hetalia Axis Powers. :I Maybe I'll be able to find some good ones. Or maybe I'll just suck like I do at everything else haha.
It's almost 6:30 and I should probably eat something. The last time I ate was like 10:30 this morning and my body is getting that terrible sensation like it wants food or something.
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