This post is Slightly Offensive. Probably.

So I'm back to the idea that History International will be the end of me.  We're watching "Sex in '69:  Sexual Revolution" and I'm fascinated.  This is one of the things that I've always found so fucking awesome:  Sexual expression.  I guess it's kind of strange for me to be so intrigued by this.  But at the same time it's really not.  I guess I could blame everything on my Catholic upbringing but I guess it was just more of just growing up in small town USA.  Sex has always been something really interesting to me and I guess I've always been willing to delve a little further than some of the other people I know.  I don't mean that in the sense that I'm a whore.  In fact, I'm quite the opposite no matter how much I joke about it.

The weird part is that I feel more excited about being a maiden the more I explore my sexuality.  And when I say explore I mean doing a lot of soul searching and such.  Not going out and experimenting with anything that says yes.  Because that's kind of bizarre.  I've never really understood how someone could enjoy having sex with lots of different people.   Maybe I'm just the strange one for holding my sexuality as such a special thing.  I have an idea of what I enjoy and until I'm shown otherwise, that's what I'll hold as the truth.

I wish I could discuss my idea of a good time but that would seriously put some of you off and so I'll try to avoid it as much as possible.  I also hope that you all don't mind the random floods of women and breasts and such.  I'll try to keep it as PG-13 to R and not delve into that realm of NC-17.  If I do feel that urge, I will always just link to things for your own clicking discretion.

Another thing I should probably put out there:  The whole "bisexual" thing will seem pretty obvious if it isn't already.  I mean, when I told the love of my life, he said he had pretty much figured it out.  Only one person seemed a little shocked by the whole thing but he's a homophobe and said that as long as I don't "flaunt it" he's cool.  I just want to put this info out so people aren't confused when I talk about men and then spam tits everywhere.

Anywho.  I guess what I mean by this whole thing is that I love sex.  I think it's a beautiful thing and I can't wait to share it with someone I love, be it man or woman.

But I'm willing to wait and search a bit more before I just rush into anything.

Will probably post again later.

- Lonesie